I'm walking out of the past, like suddenly, not thinking of ah fu anymore and looking toward the future.
Last Thursday, I went to HQ for the monthly meeting. And that day I just have the thought that I miss Edmund. Was thinking back of the past and thought of the possibility that he is true. Thinking whether I'll coincidentally bump into him. I thought to myself, if I get to bump into him, I'll treat it as fate and I'll give him a chance again. There came a chance to meet someone near his desk yet sadly, he's not there.
My meeting was postponed by about an hour, so my colleague suggested that I go grab a quick breakfast at another building. After some consideration, I went. And guess what, to my surprise, I saw him there at the shop. Meeting some other 2 guys that I don't know. Well, the thought came to my mind, my "fate" was answered by god.
Sufficient, I went back to my meeting. And in the afternoon, he texted me. Well, probably this is the 'chance' that god is giving. We chatted over text and he mentioned that he missed me, so on and so forth.
Friday came and I'm due for a discussion at HQ, followed by an event at Robertson Walk where Edmund has to attend too. So I hitched a ride from him. We talked, had fun and drink at the event and it seems like there's a possibility. *smile*
Monday, today, I head for Causeway re-launch event dry run. Over the breakfast talk with the A&P girls, we talked about the event last Friday, we talked about a few people and Edmund is one of them. Treat it as hearsay or the truth, they mentioned that he acts like he's a Casanova, and likes to aim at young girls and told me to be wary. What's more came a news that it seems like he's with a rich Indonesian-Chinese girl - his girlfriend.
What's god intention in this play he wrote?
On Friday, after the event, I met up with Mr K too, we talked and some issues were brought up. I didn't cry in front of him but tears rolled out. A guy who has a higher possibility but doesn't want commitment. It's either his acting is too good or it really came from his heart.
Love life this year is a ding-dong-ding-dong, I don't know how to explain but hope you get the meaning. They are just not the guy maybe, but since Samuel, it has been the same. With his girlfriend but still wants to be with me. Edmund, a probable Casanova who fools around and I'm one of the victim, considerably though both are willing party. Mr K, a figure I hasn't figured to hold or not to hold.
Play the game well, hazel, you know how only if you wants to.
Get prep up for work, it's the relaunch event tomorrow and most big shots will be there. Although just an usher, do it well :)
After typing the above, before publishing, I tried to verify with Rahman (with my own subtle way) about Edmund being a Casanova, he laughed and say he heard something too but not sure whether is it true. But in the past Edmund did try to woo/flirt with one or two tenants. Alright, this guy got to go, and enough of asking around, guess I'll just get hurt more.
