One day after National Day, Happy Birthday Singapore! And next week shall be celebration of Samantha's birthday.
I have been rather negative and unhappy some time back (recently). Because of money, stress and some emotional problems. Sista and mum highlighted it and I never deny. Was really feeling down for days. When asked the reasons, I just briefly say because of stress and something else that requires my own wisdom to seek relief.
I talk to God and ask of his wisdom for relief, that's the most I can do and I'll leave the rest to him. Having faith in him that everything is written and sadness will be over. Always the case and I thank him for listening and providing me with the wisdom.
About the unhappiness, I have asked myself, so now that September is coming, I believe you will lead a good life from now onward, because the road you paved are settling. Nothing shall upset your plan. Although I missed you very much but I'm responsible for my own happiness. It's painful but I know it always take awhile. Thank you my dear friends who have always been there for me, and the time has come for the knot to be untied. Not that I do not listen but those who have been through knows that it takes time to forget someone. I hope this positivity will stay with me for good. Lastly, I ask of God, to give him enough protection and wisdom to appreciate life, family and hopefully he can let go of his negativity. May you have a happy simple family. :)
Shall learn a trick or two from Kristyn and here goes the images to sum up:
I'm responsible for my own happiness :))
National Day gathering at VY's house
9 August 2014
Cheers to all!
Jeanie and Madelyne's babies!
Best picture of the day
Two babies looking at each other LOL!
Oh by the way, I believe the tension between Ken and I were caused by my negative emotional state. With the relief I sought now, I felt less tension and stress when I'm with him. Or maybe, I'm getting used to his way of doing things, and become less "needy", as described by him.
We had a little "talk" about him not appreciating me because he can don't contact me over the whole weekend last week. This week, it was almost the same, just that I had my plans on Saturday and Sunday, although without much communication too, I don't feel that unhappy. It doesn't felt like a relationship that you misses each other a lot. Is this normal? We shall just see how things progress. No one can forsee the future, let's just move along and see things unfold.
