Thursday, August 21, 2014

在别人面前就有说有笑,甜甜蜜蜜
两人单独时就行同陌路,无言以对
这样的感情能继续多久?
是否是感情或爱情?

Saturday, August 16, 2014

16 August 2014, 3.16pm

I admit my fault of chatting on tagged. And has somehow reconcile with Ken over this issue. Celebrated Samantha's birthday together and all of us have enjoyed the night!




I ordered another motorbike keychain from a China website - AliExpress. The quality was good! Especially when I wasn't very happy with the first keychain I ordered from Print Venue. I have combined both keychain together, and is now left with the "hook" that I need to get, so it will be the completed product to be given to Ken, here goes some pictures ^^

The second keychain that I ordered

Putting the two together:




However, after my little happiness within of the completion of the gift, he dropped me a bomb of his past. I know we shouldn't mind or brood over another's past, but it's the first time I'm hearing it. Give me some time to digest. :/ 

Thursday, August 14, 2014

13 August 2014, 11.59pm

A long day and has been pretty busy with work recently. That's something good :))

Been chatting up in tagged because I feel bored deep down, while I start to get used to Ken's way of not giving me much attention, I couldn't just change myself. A leopard can't change its spots. But no worries, just chatting, there isn't much progress for now LOL

Was on the phone with Ken and he mentioned like, we can talk for awhile more, haven't been talking to me for the whole day. I actually think that it's quite normal, probably I've already strike this off the list of complaints. Not getting involved so much to not get hurt end day.

Some more pictures for this post:
¡~Happy selfie~¡


Playing with my AR app 
(Sony phone)

Cheers!

Check out on my tarot reading app and this was what I've got:

Love Category
Who's coming back for me leh? :0

Career Category:
Jia you! Gambante!


hazel, with love~

Sunday, August 10, 2014

10 August 2014, 10.50pm

It's Sunday!

One day after National Day, Happy Birthday Singapore! And next week shall be celebration of Samantha's birthday.

I have been rather negative and unhappy some time back (recently). Because of money, stress and some emotional problems. Sista and mum highlighted it and I never deny. Was really feeling down for days. When asked the reasons, I just briefly say because of stress and something else that requires my own wisdom to seek relief.

I talk to God and ask of his wisdom for relief, that's the most I can do and I'll leave the rest to him. Having faith in him that everything is written and sadness will be over. Always the case and I thank him for listening and providing me with the wisdom.

About the unhappiness, I have asked myself, so now that September is coming, I believe you will lead a good life from now onward, because the road you paved are settling. Nothing shall upset your plan. Although I missed you very much but I'm responsible for my own happiness. It's painful but I know it always take awhile. Thank you my dear friends who have always been there for me, and the time has come for the knot to be untied. Not that I do not listen but those who have been through knows that it takes time to forget someone. I hope this positivity will stay with me for good. Lastly, I ask of God, to give him enough protection and wisdom to appreciate life, family and hopefully he can let go of his negativity. May you have a happy simple family. :)

Shall learn a trick or two from Kristyn and here goes the images to sum up:

I'm responsible for my own happiness :))

National Day gathering at VY's house
9 August 2014

Cheers to all!




Jeanie and Madelyne's babies!

Best picture of the day
Two babies looking at each other LOL!


Oh by the way, I believe the tension between Ken and I were caused by my negative emotional state. With the relief I sought now, I felt less tension and stress when I'm with him. Or maybe, I'm getting used to his way of doing things, and become less "needy", as described by him.

 We had a little "talk" about him not appreciating me because he can don't contact me over the whole weekend last week. This week, it was almost the same, just that I had my plans on Saturday and Sunday, although without much communication too, I don't feel that unhappy. It doesn't felt like a relationship that you misses each other a lot. Is this normal? We shall just see how things progress. No one can forsee the future, let's just move along and see things unfold.