13 August 2014, 11.59pm

A long day and has been pretty busy with work recently. That's something good :))

Been chatting up in tagged because I feel bored deep down, while I start to get used to Ken's way of not giving me much attention, I couldn't just change myself. A leopard can't change its spots. But no worries, just chatting, there isn't much progress for now LOL

Was on the phone with Ken and he mentioned like, we can talk for awhile more, haven't been talking to me for the whole day. I actually think that it's quite normal, probably I've already strike this off the list of complaints. Not getting involved so much to not get hurt end day.

Some more pictures for this post:

¡~Happy selfie~¡

Playing with my AR app 

(Sony phone)

Cheers!

Check out on my tarot reading app and this was what I've got:

Love Category

Who's coming back for me leh? :0

Career Category:

Jia you! Gambante!

hazel, with love~

10 August 2014, 10.50pm

It's Sunday!

One day after National Day, Happy Birthday Singapore! And next week shall be celebration of Samantha's birthday.

I have been rather negative and unhappy some time back (recently). Because of money, stress and some emotional problems. Sista and mum highlighted it and I never deny. Was really feeling down for days. When asked the reasons, I just briefly say because of stress and something else that requires my own wisdom to seek relief.

I talk to God and ask of his wisdom for relief, that's the most I can do and I'll leave the rest to him. Having faith in him that everything is written and sadness will be over. Always the case and I thank him for listening and providing me with the wisdom.

About the unhappiness, I have asked myself, so now that September is coming, I believe you will lead a good life from now onward, because the road you paved are settling. Nothing shall upset your plan. Although I missed you very much but I'm responsible for my own happiness. It's painful but I know it always take awhile. Thank you my dear friends who have always been there for me, and the time has come for the knot to be untied. Not that I do not listen but those who have been through knows that it takes time to forget someone. I hope this positivity will stay with me for good. Lastly, I ask of God, to give him enough protection and wisdom to appreciate life, family and hopefully he can let go of his negativity. May you have a happy simple family. :)

Shall learn a trick or two from Kristyn and here goes the images to sum up:

I'm responsible for my own happiness :))

National Day gathering at VY's house

9 August 2014

Cheers to all!

Jeanie and Madelyne's babies!

Best picture of the day

Two babies looking at each other LOL!

Oh by the way, I believe the tension between Ken and I were caused by my negative emotional state. With the relief I sought now, I felt less tension and stress when I'm with him. Or maybe, I'm getting used to his way of doing things, and become less "needy", as described by him.

 We had a little "talk" about him not appreciating me because he can don't contact me over the whole weekend last week. This week, it was almost the same, just that I had my plans on Saturday and Sunday, although without much communication too, I don't feel that unhappy. It doesn't felt like a relationship that you misses each other a lot. Is this normal? We shall just see how things progress. No one can forsee the future, let's just move along and see things unfold.

15 March 2014, 2.49pm

I'm pulling myself away from Sam and he felt it too. Confirmed after our whatsapp exchanges yesterday. We will leave it as such now and see how things go. I have got no insights to the future but to leave it to God's plan.

Missed Max's call two times in the afternoon yesterday, and he managed to catch me again when I' preparing for bed. Yea, birthday wishes and chatted for awhile. It felt great to have a friend that catch up once in awhile and not like totally lost in outer space (just example). ^^ 

I appreciate the love and care being given to me by my family members and friends; everyone around me. I really thank God and his plans for this. Everyone got to learn to appreciate the little happiness and act of kindness to make their life happier. Should there be a day that I have to passed on suddenly, I will leave with no regrets, not because I have tried and done everything I want, but find contentment in living. In my sudden demise, I want to tell everyone that I love them, and I thank them for their love for me. Everything is heartfelt and appreciated.  

hazel, with love~

iTs toooo MARCH

27 Mar 09

Its another cooking of SUMPTUOUS meal again..

Trying the recipe of Chilli Crab :-o

Haha.. Now you see me..


Now you don't..
Actually all is cooked by my Dear.. I simply take the end credits :D hurhurs!


Taa-Daa.. Makan for the Day!

N I did a dessert of the day! HehE!

16 Mar 09 to 22 Mar 09

After that Sunday at IT show, I got terribly sick for one whole week. Some whatever virus hit me. Fever came and go and doctor's medicine didn't help. Went to hospital to ensure I'm safe and sound.

On Friday, went to Dear's house for a delightful porridge treat - Abalone Porridge.

The ingredients inside includes dried scallop, carrot, mushrooms, etc.. N last of all, ABALONE! :D

15 Mar 09

Went to school early in the morning.. Stupid sun, make me cannot sleep in the bus :(

After my class, went to IT show with Red and her Nan-ren. Since its the last day, I can't miss it!

N there's super duper lotsa people!

Looks like somewhere in Taiwan?

Really thanks to them for accompanying me to the IT show which really wear them out.

14 Mar 09

My actual Birthday Date! :D But Dear got called back.. Since its just a reporting-then-go-off-session, I waited for him outside the camp

After that, Dear brought me to the nearby Nasi Lemak - been told that its one of the favourite of the Army people and its pretty nice :D

When we are heading home, I decided to act 'gung-ho'.. haha.. Look at that stupid gal with a big head!

:D

13 Mar 09

Went to Bugis with Dear.. N its a hair cutting and shopping trip! :D

I cut short my fringe and my Dear did an 'overlap' for the back of his hair :D

*COOL*

N this is his new looks with all the new stuffs! ^.-

Went for Lerk Thai @ Bugis and we have had a SUMPTUOUS meal!

LOOK! B)

Oh.. The pan-fried egg and pandan chicken is not in.. Geex..

Damn FULL!

12 Mar 09

Celebration Day @ KTV Liang Court!

Got a bouquet delivery on that Morning. From My Dear! :D

WHAT are you trying to do with my CAKE?! ^.^

Presents of the day:

1. SK Necklace from Dear

2. SK Necklace from Lover

3. Digital Camera -Sony Cybershot- from CMO Office

4. Watch from Magdelyne

5. A Book from Samuel

Thank you all for all the presents! ;D


11 Mar 09

Went to Marina South Pier with family for dinner to celebrate my Birthday!

Nice scenery and great food!

..Blurry.. Handphone camera - "mai hiem"

Take a look @ the great food!

...Chilli Crab...

...Simply Delicious..

..1 whole Spring Chicken..

Crispy Skin but Tender Meat! OMG!

5th Mar 09

Was celebrating Dear's Mama Bdae on with their family, have uploaded the video :D

Cake was bought from Four Leaves - Coco Exotic

Wonderfully awfully chocolatey! >.<