15 March 2014, 2.49pm

I'm pulling myself away from Sam and he felt it too. Confirmed after our whatsapp exchanges yesterday. We will leave it as such now and see how things go. I have got no insights to the future but to leave it to God's plan.

Missed Max's call two times in the afternoon yesterday, and he managed to catch me again when I' preparing for bed. Yea, birthday wishes and chatted for awhile. It felt great to have a friend that catch up once in awhile and not like totally lost in outer space (just example). ^^ 

I appreciate the love and care being given to me by my family members and friends; everyone around me. I really thank God and his plans for this. Everyone got to learn to appreciate the little happiness and act of kindness to make their life happier. Should there be a day that I have to passed on suddenly, I will leave with no regrets, not because I have tried and done everything I want, but find contentment in living. In my sudden demise, I want to tell everyone that I love them, and I thank them for their love for me. Everything is heartfelt and appreciated.  

hazel, with love~