It had been some time since I have last updated about myself.
Am pretty tied down with work this few weeks, going to end of the month. Have to tidy up everything to show the Landlord. My dear is back from Malaysia and found a job at Punggol Plaza.
Went to look for him last Friday, the one that have just passed. A big plain grass land greeted me once I stepped out of the MRT station. Followed by the wind as there isn't tall buildings blocking them. It didn't occur to me that there are memories lingering in the area till the wind came blowing at my face.
The taxi stand, the surrounding, the road that we walked down waiting for a cab, the eventful days. It's been 1 year plus and the memories are still vivid.
People moved on and I shouldn't live in the past. Seeing my dear makes my heart stable again. Sadness pass and happiness filled me up. Its an intrinsic feel.
Its good that he is comfortable and able to work happily with the people there. I wish my dear success and happiness.
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I'm a human filled with love and care
Filled with hatred and vengence
Filled with guilt and misses
I'm sinful and noble
I'm a Saint and a Devil
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Foolish gets Silly
Went around reading monster's blog. Everyone is good, seriously moving on. Grace is in Xi'an, Red's having loads of pictures - must be enjoying life! As to Ting, she came back from her trip, seems a nice one. And is going back to school soon. That's always good. Upgrading!
Although many things had been happening, I'm still sub-tracking and thinking of the past. So silly of me.
Referring back to one of my blog post. What's left in me for him is probably more of hatred tha anything else.
I thought one day I could coincidentally see him on the MRT or maybe around Clarke Quay area. Or maybe I would one day chance upon his blog and sees that he still misses the past. Or even go look for him. Hope for all this to happen just for a chance to give him a big time scolding of how much happiness that he had took away which he himself had gaven me.
However, i had once wish for his happiness and bright future. Its good that my wish came true.
Foolish just got more silly. So much is happening with life so why am I dwelling on the past. Move on gal. Others had.
Back to the real time, keep having dreams lately. Bad dreams. Guess maybe I have been too troubled by things. Too stress. Hope everything goes well for him in Malaysia and bless the 2 of us with a blissful future.
Although many things had been happening, I'm still sub-tracking and thinking of the past. So silly of me.
Referring back to one of my blog post
I thought one day I could coincidentally see him on the MRT or maybe around Clarke Quay area. Or maybe I would one day chance upon his blog and sees that he still misses the past. Or even go look for him. Hope for all this to happen just for a chance to give him a big time scolding of how much happiness that he had took away which he himself had gaven me.
However, i had once wish for his happiness and bright future. Its good that my wish came true.
Foolish just got more silly. So much is happening with life so why am I dwelling on the past. Move on gal. Others had.
Back to the real time, keep having dreams lately. Bad dreams. Guess maybe I have been too troubled by things. Too stress. Hope everything goes well for him in Malaysia and bless the 2 of us with a blissful future.
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