Sunday, October 26, 2008

Saint and Devil co-exist

It had been some time since I have last updated about myself.

Am pretty tied down with work this few weeks, going to end of the month. Have to tidy up everything to show the Landlord. My dear is back from Malaysia and found a job at Punggol Plaza.

Went to look for him last Friday, the one that have just passed. A big plain grass land greeted me once I stepped out of the MRT station. Followed by the wind as there isn't tall buildings blocking them. It didn't occur to me that there are memories lingering in the area till the wind came blowing at my face.

The taxi stand, the surrounding, the road that we walked down waiting for a cab, the eventful days. It's been 1 year plus and the memories are still vivid.

People moved on and I shouldn't live in the past. Seeing my dear makes my heart stable again. Sadness pass and happiness filled me up. Its an intrinsic feel.

Its good that he is comfortable and able to work happily with the people there. I wish my dear success and happiness.

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I'm a human filled with love and care
Filled with hatred and vengence
Filled with guilt and misses
I'm sinful and noble
I'm a Saint and a Devil