30 November 2013, 8.50pm

Dear Diary~

It's been 1 week since I last hear from Mr K, and it's been 1 month plus (5 weeks) since I last saw him. Guess it's the end to the things between us. I would like to keep my dignity too and do not want to show that I'm so desperate for him. Life still moves on. Though there was a moment that I thought about him and myself and felt sour when I was watching a saddening scene in a Hong Kong drama. But just a little sour.

And being a true dreamy Pisces, I turned to my "Daily Tarot" app -LOL- It has been a few times where my question is about the relationship between him and myself, and the answer is all -NO-. Guess this is it.

Well, like what I have said earlier, life still moves on. I have registered for my degree course -Royal Holloway, UOL- Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Management with Marketing. The course is going to start in May next year. One bridging course to attend in April. So girls, if we are planning to go Hong Kong, we got to make it happen in MARCH!! Take the chance to celebrate my birthday there too!! Oh.. I love the idea < 3
Been pretty busy at work due to Christmas and Chinese New Year. I have too much in my hand that I -hands off- whatever boss wanna poke his hands in. Well, too much cook spoils the soup. He's the boss anyway, I shall just step back and look O.o

Got to work hard in posting, and in exercising **getting fat :|**

Sayonara~

Oh, did I mention? I'm heading to BKK with FAMILY from 16 to 20 December 2013 :D
~~SHOPPA~~

hazel, with love~

P.s: bye November, you have came and past fast, thank you, you have been a great companion and great learning curve is obtained. 

22 November 2013, 2am

Been pretty busy these days as Christmas promotion is starting and the first Forever Friends show coming up just tomorrow, or should I say today.

Gambantei!! 

Things with Kenny has been stagnant. It's ironic when someone once so close gets so far away from you in a moment. And he wasn't there when I go through a damn painful period, first time in my life that I had to eat medication because of it. He didn't get to share this period of my time where I'm busy with my Christmas promotion and my enthusiam for the first Forever Friends show at Anchorpoint. 

Studies wise, considering between 2 courses, both are double major in management and marketing, one is Murdock and the other UOL. Shall have a decision soon :) 

Good night world~

hazel, with love~

13 November 2013, 8pm

It is about time, space, patience, compromise and understanding.

Mr K text me yesterday to call off the meeting this Friday. Considered pretty sudden as we have not met for two weeks. He mentioned that he would like to settle some personal issues first but did not elaborate further after I probe. But anyway, I told him that I'm not gonna disturb him for the time being, till he wants to share :) 

It's a very clear answer if you ask me whether I did think about the issues that he needs to sort out, is it regarding me and him. Especially when texts has got pretty much lesser, and words isn't much loving anymore. But I have controlled my thoughts. Come what might be and I shall face it.

hazel, with love~