It has been a wonderful trip with Ken over the weekends.
Things could be really simple if I'm not that complicated. We were sweet and happy, and he had asked the question but I didn't answer to it. Because my heart still has a space for Samuel. I know this is not fair to Ken, but I'm so sorry that I still did it.
Have not been hearing from Samuel and has been looking at his Facebook. He didn't post much other than the usual work and commercial stuffs. So our matter didn't affect him? Got linked up to his galfriend's Facebook and saw their pictures together. The moments really eats me up.. Tears started welling up. It's a pretty bad feeling. Maybe I can guess the outcome even though he doesn't disclose it. Remember once he said, if there's really a next lifetime, he will want to be with me. So perhaps, it's not our time yet.
Well oh well, let's 收拾心情 and wait and see what God has in line for us in his story. In the meanwhile, some pictures to sum up the recent batam trip.
