The War

Its a long time since the previous blog post. So what had happened in between?

We didn't manage to let go of each other, we are still holding on tightly. The break up didn't last long before the passion comes alive again.

However, like what I've mentioned in the second post, this relationship didn't get the blessing of the two important person in my life, and now its three. They strongly disapprove with the method of forcing the separation of the two of us. Scoldings and threatenings filled our life. Threatenings that I feared. Scoldings that had made me numbed.

We are fighting a war, fighting for happiness, I'm facing the unhappy important person everyday, I'm lost and no one could teach me a way. No one gave us a chance, one more chance, to try.

To the three important person of my life who disapprove: Seeing your unhappiness makes my heart hurt much. I only hope for your understanding and approval. Give us a chance to try once again.

*Facing this chaotic life makes me tired. I hope for a peaceful place, a peaceful world.