Saturday, August 4, 2012

Feeling down.

Went to KTV session with colleagues and uncovered a few things. N now I'm feeling so bad that I don't wanna go to bed. My thoughts are everywhere, I couldn't configure them properly.

1. He saw e msg in my phone and I come clean about it
2. He shared his dark secrets which make my heart sank
3. The string is connected via 2 person
4. My own confession, saying everything out of my own mouth that I'm unhappy, I'm covering up, I'm downing myself with work
5. I felt tired, and kinda lost of my own life, my direction
6. Covering up for him, understand the situation, wanted to help before that, but now, I don't know what to do. How do I face her? I got to balance myself.
7. I feel so much like hugging him to assure him, comfort him n show my concern
8. Feeling unable to cover up myself n be happy-go-lucky up front. It's so bad

What the shit and what the hell has been happening! Oh holy gosh shit, FML!

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