What more should I say?
I have to confess that I fell for Samuel a little. The progress between us is pretty good which makes it looks like its progressing to a successful relationship.
But no no.. It's not gonna be. It shouldn't be and it cannot be. And the dinner yesterday night has end it all.
As planned, Flex has attended the dinner with me. And also as planned, Samuel is turned off and text me one great loads of words at night. Saying things like he's irritated and angry. I should have considered his feelings for me and shouldn't have brought another guy along to the dinner. One thing he didn't realise, ironically, thats the reason why Flex is there.
My reply to him:
"Bringing flex along is my decision, if it had make the gathering awkward, I apologize as a friend of this group. I dun mean to anger u or offend anyone. And I thank you for your feelings for me. But one thing to note, u have ur path n I have mine. We cannot continue to progress as like what we have been.
Relationship betrayal is not confined to only physical indecent acts, emotional betrayal is even worse.
I give my best wishes to you and ur gf. U've made the decision of being with her n u shld stick to it. N I hope for your well wishes for me too."
Does this explain enough to him? I doubt so.. Cos his reply is a simple "thank you". Guess male and female operates differently. I'm facing yet another self-centered and rash person.
Believe me, it hurts me too to put up such an act, putting friendship at risk and to stop everything with someone I do have a little liking in.
1 comment:
Can feel u kinda like him when u tell me. Anyway i feel u made a gd decision. Hmm
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