Met up with Kenny today. We went for dinner followed by a stroll, and then at a junction, I looked at him and he knew exactly what I wanna ask. It's the same old question : "what am I to you?".
And he know the reason why I asked that question, without me saying in the first place.
We had a heart to heart talk, we had known each other for 7 months but it felt like we have know each other for a longer time. Throughout the talk, we went through the same things like he wants to focus on work and looking out to overseas opportunity. And I realized, and I told him too, that his current planning for the future does not include me. This saddens me quite abit, the feeling is heart wrenching.
A guy that I felt feeling was right is never ready, guys out there who is ready to take care of me, waiting for me to say yes, are out there. There was no deadline for his pursuit in career, there was no end, so there's isn't a time where he will say "its time to focus on other things". Endless waiting and endless rejections to others. To wait or to hold?
hazel, with love~
1 comment:
If he is the one, there will be a place for you in his heart. This guy obviously is not true and not the one. Dont waste time. =/
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