The week had passed real fast, I have been through another period - painful. Now, how I wish for the abnormal me that has it only every 6 months!
Sunday was a day that was pretty down, I was thinking about questions that I know only myself can answer. But I have got no answers for myself. And I know a second party won't be able to give me the answer. But I still went ahead to talk to a few person. The end result is the same as what I have expected, the answer got to depend on myself but at least I get to hear words from a different perspective, and although it's a personal struggle, I'm not alone. Actually many people had the same struggle as myself. Well, that really did help ^^ At least I'm not alone, I know that shouldn't be the right thought but it didn't matter Hahas
Met up with Daniel during the movie premiere tonight, and I asked him about the feedback that Alyssa has for me, I trust it wasn't a really good one, cos I know I didn't present myself well that day! But he didn't say much, I know he's trying to be kind.
Another thing I would like to highlight is how amazing life and God can be! At a moment, I was lost with what I'm doing, my direction, my passion, my focus, and it seems like things happen for a reason, the people I met, the things that they say, seems to be giving hints or answers to my questions and then the mind will work out the remaining formula to the answers.
I guess I hadn't done Anchorpoint justice as since I've started working there, I've been taking on two jobs. It has caused myself unable to put my 100% focus on my main job. And like what I've been telling many other, being a mall management, it seems like the mall is your baby. And I believe there are still potential for Anchorpoint. But I haven't given my 100% tender loving care for the past 2 years. Most likely I'll turn down Daniel's job offer, cos I would like to put more focus on Anchorpoint, and at the same time, I think Daniel will need someone more focus as well. I don't think I'm the right person at this point in time.
So what's my vision or motto of life? I guess I've roughly make it out to be, giving your best in the things I do. I have not done my best for Anchorpoint, I won't be willing to leave just like that! Let's try our best and see what's the result we can achieve!
Work hard hazel! Stay focus and give your best in the things you do. Remember 曾子三省!
Good night world~
hazel, with love~
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