Tuesday, July 15, 2014

15 July 2014, 6.05pm

Today hasn't been a good day, early morning had a quarrel with youngest sister. It's a very small issue but I couldn't stand her attitude.

Been thinking long and hard about things between Ken and I, and I thrash things out today. After much arguments, he call it quit. Less than 3 months and this is it. I find him immature and couldn't provide me with security and stability, he felt that I'm just talking about money with him. Which I had repeatedly mentioned that it's not. 

Was it him that is immature or am I too self conceited and self centered? 

I cried a little but soon pulled myself together for the SPH trade event. Have I grown stronger? Definitely much stronger than before. Maybe the bond between us are seriously not strong, it is very vulnerable. A simple thrashing things out and arguments can crash the whole thing. 

May god bless us with happiness and wisdom. 

hazel soh

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