It didn't go away, even with new friends made, new potentials found. It lingers.
When you doesn't feel like going to bed and when tears rolled down voluntarily. When the sour sensation hits your heart. No matter how bright the smile was in the day, the night consumes you.
I felt like a Saturn sent to test the faith of His beloved followers. And He is the winner, through the many years that had past, and He will be for the many years to come.
What is the rule of nature? The rule of the world? I probably misunderstood totally. When do I let go? When can I let go? Let go for the minute for the pain to come back double in the next? It hurts badly. I feel empty. The many responsibilities versus the heart's content. What's one's choice?
With Love,
hazel
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