30 Jan 2013, 12.30am

Hey hey my little darling electronic diary~!

It's been some time since I last updated. Had been wanting to update something, but thoughts were messed up. So here goes the bigger happenings:

1. Been on good terms with Kenny but he doesn't seems stable, maybe due to the "not wanting to get committed" that cause the uneasiness. Am taking things slowly, and still looking around. Oh my, call me a flirt or whatever~!

2. Rejected ET on Thursday. The situation was he trying to get close but I pushed him away and he said, I really wanna be ur bf. At that moment, my thought was "he's not true". Going with my gut feelings, I rejected him totally. And f***! As if like its the rejection, we are having "sparks" at work between us! Seriously, he makes my blood boil to a point of 135 degree!! Whatever it is, yesterday is the day I face him and that should be it till end Feb or early Mar!

3. I felt really bad on Thursday when I rejected ET. And I felt even worse that that was the second rejection I had within a month. (the first was Samuel) Felt really guilty and bad.

SXQ had always say that I'm very heartless, 狠心.. And I replied, this is something you need to learn through your life journey. There are just some moments of life that you will need to make a decision that may hurt temporarily. Just do it, get hurt and move on. And it is not a reply to push her away, but it's the truth and I need to brush up on this part even. To stop feeling bad.

Anyway, am on leave tomorrow and the day after. Am so HAPPY~!! Finally a rest and shopping spree for CNY!

Hope I get all that I want to get. Well, I should hope for more money instead. And here goes a few more pictures to end the post! I love the drinking-cum-gathering on Friday!