How's everyone's valentines day? I hope everyone had a good one :)
Nothing much for me, like my previous post about my previous years' V'Day wasn't celebrated, and similar for this year.
Plans were kind of messed up, many coordinating, many cancellation. Was supposed to meet up with Flex, but I've pushed him to his MJ session with his friend. Point 1: MJ session isn't easy to arrange. Point 2: I'm not having the special feel that I wanna spend today with him.
Tried to fix a catch up session with an ex colleague but cancelled it cos I couldn't make it in time.
Tried to arrange a dinner with Kenny but was cancelled due to his last minute work rush. He did text me again saying can meet but do not want to go crowded places. Reason being, he does not want to be seen by his friends that he's with a gal on Valentines Day. There was an encounter before that his friend saw us together and called out to him, but he didn't notice.
So much for his "not-wanting-to-commit". I can understand but was kinda taken aback today. I shrugged it off and replied "It's okay, we shall meet some other day".
Subsequently, I headed for Vivocity to just wander around. There was an offer to ask me out for a drink but I rejected. Just feeling like being alone.
This phrase came to me today too "Players are usually lonely on V'Day" Kind of true, bcos none is true ;) **oh! It rhymes perfectly!**
I think I'm considered a player probably, and I couldn't help it but would like to put this "player" term on Kenny. Probably he's not; Maybe it's me over-thinking. But who cares, I'm not in the best happy mood now.
Tonight's mood is more of, I wanna stay home and rest, and have time for my best valentine -- myself.
I love u, darling.
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