It seems like it hasn't been pleasant with both my working life and personal life.
I know I need this job and I like this job, to a certain extent, however, I really can't take the boss and sometimes, just some times, the Management. Live to work and don't work to live, and you know you won't be unhappy? Am I living to it?
Personal life, family has it's usual BIG quarrels, yes, I meant BIG but usual. Emotions wise, I'm pulling away from Mr K. We are still on good terms but I don't pin much hopes anymore. I keep thinking to myself, why do I like to put hopes to things or humans? Or should I live without hopes and expectations? Which is the way of life? It doesn't apply to Mr K only, but to situations and other humans.
A same invitation offered then and now, can have such a different response. 场景依旧，但人事全非..
随心所欲，随遇而安，was my way of life for the past few years, but I'm in a dilemma now, cos there's hesitation to me living up to the life again.
There's always so much thoughts in my mind, and I need to spell it out somewhere to release them.
So much qns to ask myself, maybe I need a self meditation session.
hazel, with love~
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