Sam and I have been pretty good, to an extent like we are in a relationship already. Maybe we are, but I'm ignoring it. Not wanting to admit that I'm stuck in an exact same situation again. He is good, but he is bad too. How good can a guy be if he is two timing? He couldn't make a decision, and yet, doesn't wants to let go. I believe everyone will goes through this phase, it's the rational and irrational sides of us trying to find a balance. Will there ever be such a balance?
Given my character, I always confront the situation every now and then, so I definitely has surfaced this a few times to him. Quite a disappointment when he can't show that he has made a decision. No matter if I stays or goes, it's never right. It's a struggle for me at times.
Birthday is coming and probably it's due to age, birthday doesn't seem all that special anymore. It shall just be another day to make merry :)
Doesn't have a gift registry or wish list. Only hoping that everything turns out well for everyone I care, everyone I love, stay happy always :))
Good nighty world, it's probably my life or karma to be in such a situation in love LOL
~~ L.I.V.E :: L.O.V.E :: L.A.U.G.H ~~
hazel, with love~
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